Need Vs Desire..

Do I really need it? Or it is just my desire to have it?

Sigh....

I know what is killing me...

Pro·cras·ti·nate
What the heck!!!I am a professional procrastinator, in fact I am one since the day I am born..And I procrastinate just about every damn thing in my life…

WORK
I know last minute work is no good, but I find myself work better under pressure and tight deadlines..well, better get my socks up, especially during this current economic times..which kinda explains why I am spending most of my weekends & endless midnight oil burning staring at my laptop and getting myself all depressed in the process.. ACTION PLAN

Make less coffee, smoke less, yak less,daydream less..and yea...do proper filing..i just hate doing this!!!!

Less coffee = very cranky me...so, it's not me, it's the coffee & nicotine withdrawal symptoms

LIFE
Please refer to WORK section as my current LIFE equates to WORK

ACTION PLAN

Same as above!!!

LOVE

Schucks…I even procrastinate in this matter or do I?? Been status quo since 19 months ago..Someone once told me 19 months is way too long to get over someone…sometimes, at times, I really do not know whether unknowingly I am still waiting & somehow I got so used to it or I was afraid to take a step forward and open up again…guess certain wounds never really heals…

ACTION PLAN

Hmm...I'll answer later la....

But on the serious note...I have reached a point that I really need to stop procrastinating..and as I have always firmly believed, "When there's a will, there's a way"

Current stage of my life..

Work ....

Life..

Love...

Enuf said...

Depression attacks...

Shucks…Shucks…Shucks...I am bloody depressed…depressed over tons of unfinished work & endless problems…depressed over memories that I thought no longer matters to me…sigh........

Is it true that “the more you try to forget, the more you will remember?”

All I know now is, my current morale & self motivation, will only make my uphill battle with my inner self & desire to excel even more harder and more taxing, so GOD, please grant this lost child the strength to battle on & inner peace..

Rainbows do appear after thunderstorms...or they still do??